cheriepoks

sigh.

Thu, 09 Apr 2009 13:16:42 GMT

sigh.
it's hard to put it into words.

"Scoop your little hearts out!"

Thu, 11 Sep 2008 13:54:51 GMT

Hello peeps! This is cherie reporting LIVE from Orlando!
Okiedokie, the reason i'm updating is because I need to do the same for my logbook too. So, here I'm despite my sucky schedule. =/

My first day of work was very interesting. My costume is this complete baseball outfit, which when worn sloppily will look like an oversized pajamas! Interesting huh? I'm glad that my outfit gels with my personality, and not some outdated looking dutch milkmaid costume. hehe

I am being posted to Casey's at main street north. It is a fast-food restaurant that serves the typical deep-fried snacks. One good thing about Casey's is that we as cast members need not bus tables. SO yeah! NO wiping, cleaning and sanitising of tables. Of course, the catch here is that we have to work in the kitchen. Now, the kitchen is such an exciting place for me. You get to see how the food are prepared from scratch- right out of the refrigerator, and the specfic method and temperature to cook them at.

To all beloved family and friends, because I love all of you so much, I'm seriously advising you to avoid fastfood restaurants. The oil they used have been through so many rounds of deep-frying that they looked like deep black oil wells waiting to devour more fries and corndogs. ewww. I was on a rotation of shift, and one of the more interesting ones were the cooking and the scooping of fries. I swear my trainer was so cute when she said, "Now, scoop your little hearts out" during the peak period.
I have also realised the importance of wearing non-slip shoes in the kitchen One wrong move can easily send you skidding across the kitchen in split seconds. I'm not kidding, cause I nearly fell during the cleaning up.

Oh, one thing to be glad of though. There are THREE chinese working at my workplace. XD BIG GRINS. I suppose this is the first time I'm so glad to see someone of my skin colour. Shallow I know, but still better than many of the bimbos I have seen throughout this week. Let me cite you an example. At the main street cafetaria, there was this table of americans who were using very vivid sexual references and the F word. I swear they were so loud, I can't avoid but to hear them. Like hello, I'm really not interested to hear about how one girl did something with some girl's boyfriend? sigh.

okiedokie, this shall be my week's latest update.
and damn i miss you guys back in singapore.

Sun, 07 Sep 2008 12:35:36 GMT

Hello peeps! I know you guys are demanding pics, so here goes nothing! The last pic is the mini-lake i ran around everytime. And the brown duckie inside it is my BEST friend! HAHA, btw, there is a white one too! But i cannot seem to find it anywhere, last location was seen loitering around the parking lot.

Anw, latest update would be that i have been posted to MAGIC KINGDOM! HAHAHA, this is where all the cute babies and toddlers arrive to play at! hahaha, hear me laugh with joy and passion man!

Wed, 03 Sep 2008 18:22:46 GMT

okiedokie, it's 2 am over at Singapore now.
The irony of it all is that it is bright sunny daylight here in Orlando.

Anw, miss chen is seriously not such a good coordinator.
Her presence to guide us turns out to be a futile attempt.
I think she misled more than guide us.
haha.

As known, my roommate is eunice, and 3 other dtrm girls. They are namely emily, simin and shuting, and Mariam is from Ghana. June and denise are bunking together with 2 other dtrm girls. XD

Life in the states is really soooooo different from Singapore.
At least I think so. The people are super duper friendly and boisterious. The "quiet" anti-social me is finding it hard to blend into the surrounding.
and cheryl don't kill me...I have been eating fastfood for these past two days because of the hertic schedule and lack of food.
But no fear, i'm going to walmart today. Shall consume "home-cook" food soon enough. And I just discovered a nice little running track which I intend to try it out tonight. Bless me, cause i don't wish to balloon with all the unhealthy fastfood.

As for missing home, I think i'm coping well. Except for the fact that no one is doing my laundry and cooking meals for me?

On a random note, i'm born with such a retard face. Even my ID card look retard. I don't think I wanna show anyone except the security guard; and that's only because I need to gain entry into my apartment. So should you wanna see my retard face, leave a msg and it will be posted on popular demand, cause Internet connection is so bloody slow.

It's only the afternoon and i'm feeling so sleepy and tired. Lack of food i guess, haha. Okiedokie, that's about the second day of my 5 months.

Go cheriepoks!

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 05:12:13 GMT

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cause every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

It's give and take, not take and take.

Fri, 06 Jul 2007 14:40:58 GMT

It's your call now, the ball is in your court.

the more i learn, the more i love.

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 10:49:56 GMT

OH BOY, this is BAD! so so bad...
i have no idea what's wrong with me but it's tough to settle down and start on my tutorials.
YES, I HAVE NOT TOUCHED A SINGLE TUT YET.
...
according to the psy textbook, when students procrastinate doing their homework, it is becos they have no confidence in excelling in it.
That's why they are prolonging/delaying the agony by avoiding them!
hohoho, so my dear friends!
what's your take on it?

anyway, i still have to train alllllllllll the way to dover on mon for psy.
bleah, sucky it is.
the psy lesson had better to be worthy of my train fee and time.

and 2nd of May is aproachinggggggg!
hohoho, the day miss deniseee ting wan qin is turning 18!
while i am sadly 19 going on 20...
:( quarterlife crisis.
:)

hohoho, btw, cheryllinxinru nv fails to amuse me!
like seriously.

a fucking loser i am.

Tue, 24 Apr 2007 13:37:54 GMT

O well, i have no idea why i am typing this entry...
haha, maybe this is one of my feeble attempt to procrastinate doing bus law tut.
I got quite turned off by the amt of work required...
tsktsk.

anyway, i have realised something.
cheriepoks here will and shall die without sufficient food to sustain her.
this is the absolute truth and it's kind of embarrassing to admit.
hohoho
and upon recollection, i guess miss lee is right!
hohoho, i was like practically dead during bus law lect!
o well, NOW i know i should have nv ever attempted to starve myself ever again.
for it will nv work and it will only make me feel more miserable.

i swear i am so going to kill the fucking bastard who made those prank calls.
he/she is so going to die under my hands.
and don't ever let me find out who gave my no to those idiots.
becos that person does not have much days to live.
and i totally detest waiting period.
this is going to be the last time i am making myself going through this shit.
bleah, this reminds me of year 1.
oh boy, that reminds me that i am in year 2 now.

when i have to look away; that's when i love you.

Sun, 22 Apr 2007 10:08:59 GMT

cheryl taught me something one day ago.
and a day ago, i thought it was crap.
but now i am convinced.
She is right, in her own way.

"Learn to search for the good side of others, despite it is only the bad you can see for now."
no matter how irritating he is, no matter how bias he is, no matter how much i dislike him, he still have his good points that deserved to be credited.
One should learn how not to be so extreme when passing their judgement about someone.
Simply because it will only strain the relationship and make both parties drift even further apart from each other.

do i ought to feel ashamed/sad that we are not close at all?
O well, that's life.
I shall take it in my stride.
what's meant to be solved, will be solved when the time is right.
Right now, i simply refused to be bog down by issues that tug at the heartstrings.
It's time for a closure and today's the right moment for it.
It's time to bid farewell to all the emo-ness, sadness, confusion and moody-ness that has been tormenting me.
It's time for a new padlock to secure and contain all those feelings.
It's time to welcome back the bouncy, happy and crappy cheriepoks!

Life's is way too precious to be wasted on crappy emotions.
I should learn to count my blessing, and today's the day for it.

If i ever should lapse into any emo mood again...
PEOPLE, YOU ARE WELCOME TO BEAT ME UP!
i will thank you for it!
:)
that's all people.

you made a fool of everyone...

Tue, 03 Apr 2007 07:01:57 GMT

oooh Lj!
I realised i love seeing you in shades of black, grey and white!
hope u like it too.
:)

anyway, TMR'S WED!!!
THE DAY WHICH I AM REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO!
i finally get to see deniseee and sihui after like for sooo long!?
WoW, i mus make sure that i am not late tmr.
HAHA, becos i am FOREVER late.
and CYA duty is with deniseee!!!
ohohoh! looking forward to it!
:)

alrighty! that's all. Shall save some of my energy to beat sihui around tmr,haha(i am too nice to beat deniseee around).
WAHAHAHA, i seriously miss doing that man!

Pure distaste

Wed, 21 Mar 2007 01:48:31 GMT

O well, this time i don't really give a damn about how my post is going to hurt anybody's feelings.
I should respect MY feelings for once.

Did i mention how much i dislike the name ~~kenneth~~?
I have a HUGE irrational distaste/disgust for that particular name.
That name has the power to change my mood to a really foul one.
AND it also always never fails to conjure up images of jerks who are promiscuous and own BIG FAT EGO.
too bad, i am so not going to take back my words.
BOO HOO

Go to hell will you?
fuck off.

emo song...

Sat, 03 Mar 2007 04:21:39 GMT

只要你快乐

就算是想通了
Let lt Go,Let lt Go,Let lt Go,Woo 我
就是无法强装往日的笑容
想不透每一次 When You Call,When You Call,When You Call
就是不能掩饰想念的冲动为什麼
试著安静的平静的仔细的去感受
灼热的感觉直达心中多麼的震撼我
也要勇敢触碰
只要你快乐真的只要你快乐
不管这像不像我多麼难过
也会欣然接受你擦身走过
我要你快乐真的只要你快乐
随时都为你保留我的问候
我一遍一遍重复我的心痛
某一天也许我 Have To Go,Have To Go,Have To Go,Woo我
不再躲避回忆任意的捕捉
我还是会唱著Missing You,Missing You,Missing You
从此面对往事而无动於衷为什麼
就算安静的平静的仔细的去感受
灼热的感觉直达心中它不再震撼我
我能够勇敢触碰
只要你快乐真的只要你快乐
不管我追求什麼害怕什麼
也会欣然接受你擦身走过
我要你快乐真的只要你快乐
再见也可以夺走一字不留
我一遍一遍重复我的心痛
就算是想通了 Let lt Go,Let lt Go,Let lt Go,Woo 我
就是不能掩饰想念的冲动为什麼

omg...i have been repeating this song for countless times; for each time, it only gets better.
addicted is the word.

all-time fav!

Thu, 01 Mar 2007 01:24:10 GMT

Dreaming with a broken heart

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for the moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with your crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

Oooooooooohhhhhhhhh

Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Baby won't you get them if i did?
No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part

...

btw, random thoughts...
I HATE INJECTIONS!

growing up...

Wed, 28 Feb 2007 02:20:51 GMT

Yup, i admit that growing up is a very tedious process...

my dear younger sis has begin to experience withdrawn symptoms from secondary sch?
oh boyyyy, how rare to see her so emotional...

Frankly speaking, poks has rarely felt strong emotions about moving on?
AND that's not because she is sooooo mature.
Perhaps it is because cheryl that fat ass is like forever beside her, which then make things so much easier for her to take it.
Since primary sch then graduating to sec sch, cheryl that fatty has always been there for her. =)
great for poks, too bad for her! haha

Then we finally got separated, moving on to different jc...
BUT the catch IS, poks still get to see her everyday to do mundane bitching!
though the frequency has decreased due to different commitments...

HAHA. WE still have plenty of years to bicker with each others.
Plenty of years to beat each other up, to bitch about daily life, to hook on with some guys, to see her dream of getting a house and a car and so on and so forth...
=)

i am not at home, in my own home...
how true sometimes.

making up time!

Sat, 24 Feb 2007 09:28:10 GMT

Alrighty! haha i am now going to mop the whole house as a form of saying sorry for coming back home late these few days.

That's the best housework i am at! =) KUDOS

go cheriepoks! make the whole house sparkling clean!

My first entry!

Fri, 23 Feb 2007 18:09:25 GMT

O wellllllll, actually this was set up because of you-know-who-you-are. =)

AND i am seriously STRUGGLING to navigate myself through livejournel!?

OH BOY...nv mind, i am sure i will get the hang of it soon! jus like blogger

AND I seriously don't think i will update this as frequently as the blogspot one?
BECOS i <3 the blogspot one moreeee!

Alrighty! that's all for today then!